As I looked out my window at the rain-splashed tarmac a heaviness strove to lay hold of my soul. Gray thoughts swirled through my mind –
- “it’s cold, damp, and nasty outside and this is just the beginning”…
- “winter’s coming and outside fun is gone for several months”…
- “I have too much to do and too little time to do it”…
- “this country is heading in a dangerous direction and I don’t know why people don’t see it”…
- “this election isn’t going to provide a leader to unite and heal this country”…
A whispered prayer – “Lord help me to see differently.”
Suddenly my thoughts shifted. Even though the plane had not yet moved my mind went to the ascent we were about to make. In my mind’s eye I could see the gray giving way to the white of clouds all around. That white growing gradually brighter until suddenly we burst through into brilliant sunshine. And my spirit soared.
I know the sun is always there – clouds or not. Yet there are times when what I see overwhelms and dominates what I know. More importantly, my mind can then make projections from what I see to build a future that carries me away from what I know. Worry, anxious thoughts, discouragement, and depression are waypoints on the road my thoughts will wander if I forget what I know.
Jesus is every bit as real as the sun. In fact Malachi prophetically speaks of Jesus as “the sun of righteousness who will rise with healing in His wings”. Simply stated that is what I experienced in a small way that morning.
Interestingly my flight was a rather short one so we did not get to a high enough altitude to fully break through to sunshine on that leg. I watched for it with eager anticipation but the brilliant break-through was not achieved. But it was not an issue. I remembered the sun and I was content to wait.
As I sat on my next flight I engaged my seat mate in some light conversation. He was amenable and so began a 90 minute conversation starting with work but ranging far and wide from family to travel to the election (I usually don’t go there) to church and faith. And it was wonderful. I thoroughly enjoyed making a new friend… so much so that I hardly noticed the weather outside.
After landing I grabbed my bags knowing I had a fairly tight schedule, but I felt the Lord’s nudge to linger for a final word with my friend. As two new friends it would be normal to part with a firm handshake and a word of encouragement. But as two newly found brothers in Christ we had the opportunity to go to our heavenly Father with a word of prayer and thanksgiving before parting.
As I then hustled to my car I stepped out the front door of the airport into glorious sunshine… and my heart soared with gratitude anew. It may have taken a little longer than I first thought, but the sun is always there on the other side of the clouds. Faith reminds us it’s there. Patience and perseverance help us get to where we can see it. And thanksgiving is our right response when we arrive.
Thank you Lord for your loving-kindness to us and to all mankind. Please use me, use us, to point to you, to reflect your grace in a manner that others can see and receive. Be glorified in us today. In Jesus Name!